My Apology by Bsorlah

It's been months since I said or posted anything here. You can call me

lazy or unserious, I would understand.

I don't know if any of my readers have ever been in the same circle I

found myself... That point where everything just doesn't feel right...

where your passion hunts you to move on but its doesn't give enough

gear to challenge you to press on...

A period where even your friends and family members  place high

demands on you and they can't see in between the fake smiles that you

are going through so much pain and hurt...

That season where the shoulders you always get to lean and cry on for

silly things (like he hurt my feelings... how can she talk to me like

that... etc.) suddenly see you as being so strong but deep down you

really need help....

That moment when you actually know you need to talk to someone but

another part of you wants to be alone... That point when you can't

even explain or lay your hands on what's going on with you but you

constantly feel so lazy and empty in every part of you (emotionally,

Mentally, financially, physically)...

So here is my sincere apology for being away for so long. To every

reader I took on my long break, I'M SORRY.

I'm back now and would do better but in my unexplainable phase, I

realised you should never let anything pull you down because you are

unique and as strong as you need to be and in all that happens, all

you have is God, your purpose and your loved ones. Don't lose you to

whatever you are going through and don't hurt the people that hold you

so dear at heart.

Its a new page people and I'm glad we are taking it together

Yours Sincerely 

**Bsorlah **